After Losing You

After losing you,

I thought everything would be fine.

I was used to being alone, and I thought losing you wouldn’t hurt much.

But I was so wrong.

After losing you,

I locked myself away,

isolating myself while asking, “Am I not worthy?”

I lost my appetite.

I lost the feeling of falling in love.

I lost the happiness I once had.

After losing you,

I couldn’t bear to imagine your laughter with her.

I couldn’t accept the fact that you were fine without me.

I couldn’t handle it - i couldn’t accept that my place had been replaced.

After losing you,

my body lost all its energy.

I couldn’t even swallow a tiny pill.

I didn’t even know what day or date it was anymore.

It was as if time spun so quickly.

Without you by my side,

I was nothing more than a lifeless corpse.