The man I love
Doesn't love me.
He left me
And chose to marry the woman he likes.
I feel empty,
Useless,
Meaningless.
I feel small
I feel defeated.
I feel like I won’t be able to live while accepting the reality that he has married the woman of his dreams.
I always wonder
"Am I not worthy of that?"
"Am I not deserving of being married?"
Is it because my body has been tainted and broken?
Or because my face is not beautiful?
I know he never loved me.
He was just pretending.
But I have already fallen in love with him.
I have already hoped that when he leaves, he will come back.
Am I wrong?
Why is this happening to me?
Why am I not worthy?
As if I am undeserving.
Why?
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